Tha Fat Man Diaries Day 32 (05/13/10)

Woke up to a surprising 302.6 lbs today. Who would've thought that would ever be a good thing? I'm currently at a crossroads with this challenge. I'm past the halfway point, and I'm wondering what I'm going to do on day 57. I know I'll continue to workout everyday up to day 56, but how long can I maintain the treachery of this schedule? I've been going to bed later and later, and that makes it harder and harder to wake up for class in the morning. On the other hand, I'm a glutton for punishment. Part of me wants to see just how much I can take; what's my breaking point? If I can't lose weight, I can at least be in good physical condition. Strong heart, strong muscles...just buried in a fat body. It would be nice to sleep til 10 a.m one day. It's a slippery slope though; it's kind of like the same reason why addicts can't have what they're addicted to. It will all lead back to that dead end road, and nobody wants that. We'll have to wait and see. I can't worry about weeks from now; I have to worry about now. I'm tired, but there's something satisfying about that. I've earned it.